back to the root

tired.. tired.. tired..

nothing compared to the tiredness after a daylong workhours.. in this condition, i really feel and know the truth of one queen song’s lyric, of “I want to break free”.

get away from all the routinities, but it cant fully be applied, as this is my main income resource, without this, i’m gonna broke up, become a beggar on the street’s junction.

but, still, i want a job that is suitable to my interest, still, this is still in my dream.

as it has been a daily routinity for lombok island which get it’s destiny to soak up the clear sunlight 365 days a year, the sun come in and out at the usual time. and so is my daily activity, in this paradise, it seems slightly pathetic to me for not enjoying or even not maximizing all the God’s bless which has been poured on this tiny island. not so much expectation i have for the 2009, but just want to more enjoy what i had already have. i will more thankful for all i have now. i just want more friend, more time, and more chance in the rest of my life, and least more party i’m gonna spend off. no,,, not the deteriorating situation i want to face, but the shimmering like a brightly star light on the clear evening sky.