back to the root

today i’m feeling strange,everything seems has to be revolted, my body,my mind, my unclear dreams and futures. every thing..

i want to be the other side of me, get bored of myownself so far

Last weekend, Mataram was suffered flood, which inundated in some city’ areas. my neighboorhood cannot escape from this situation, as the rain was falling heavily from the night, and continues until dawn, at 7.30 am, the rain was stop, but left the water stream in the road in front of my house. luckily, mine is just little higher than the ground, as my neighboor whose house is even to the ground level or lower than it, inundated by those brown dirty water, mud, garbage, or even snake and other slithers. by the noon, the flood is gone, but no need to wait too long, the rains fall again, causing another flood, just like in the morning, i cannot go out even just for having breakfast, and just simply eat some snack that i bought from the small store in front of my house, my body was so weak that time.
here are some picture which can describe to you about the situation.

death can come to us whenever she want to, so the death itself actually is the closest thing to us which always shadowing wherever and whenever we go without we realize (or we do, but we (try) to ignore it), yesterday, a friend of mine, who i just met him 2 days before, got traffic accident to death, that’s horrible, i dont even have a thought about it before, but everything’s running so fast and unpredictable, it’s one of God’s biggest mystery, even we are as close as our nerve to it. so be aware, live your life more useful from now on. appreciate every breath God has given to us..