back to the root

it’s been sometimes

i think that you may laugh at me after you hear my whole story. But i won’t tell anyone else, it’s a deep wound for me, the cureless one. The pain still coming sometimes, i do pesimistic to fade it away, all i can do is just get use to the pain. Hate is the painkiller itself. So if someone told me to put the hate away, i just can’t agree with that idea coz it’s just the same with letting me living a acheful life. I think it’s time for me to love myself. i have a damn right for it. fuck off them who’s coming to ruin my life again. just go.. yeah.. just go!