back to the root

recently, i realize that i get addicted in writing blog, especially in english, i think i have to give a credit to fatihsyuhud.com which really not only inspire me but also boost my spirit and passion to write again, both in english or bahasa indonesia. but, for now, posting some english essays seem more challanging to me, the lack of my capabilities in english is exactly add my willingness to fix it by writing some stories in english as many as possible, i hope if i do make mistakes in the way of writing (even i hold the Advanced Lia certificate, but since it’s been long time ago and never be applied in daily life so it seems futile so far, that’s why i strive to regain all those skills back by writing) there are people who kindly care to correct my faults. i’m writing this essay at 2 am, i just simply cannot sleep, because i have fallen a sleep at 7 pm to 10 pm just because of blackout of electricity did happen (a common thing in a small city like here), so i had nothing to do and being alone without anything to do in a dark room of course will make you sleepy, and that’s the story, the lullaby that on contrary makes me unsleepy at all, so i won’t waste the time waiting the sleepiness comes. i don’t have any issue of what exactly should i write here, and since i write this offline, so i’ll upload this story in the morning i wake up  from my dreams. while writing, i am accompanied by the OST of The Pianist album, it consist of all pure instrumental music which is played dominantly by piano, all is good and instrumental music is suitable to befriend us when we’re doing some task, because the strain of this melody doesn’t make us to follow singing along it, a quite different thing if we listen to pop music, which make us sing along the play of the music, that’s just will split our concentration that should we give 100% to the task itself. the Pianist’s OST majorly consist the Chopin’s (Frederick) masterpieces, from this album i single out Nocturne in C-sharp minor as my favorit and ballade no.1 in g minor as well.
i start to feel sleepy maybe i should go to sleep now.